and so the story goes ...

how've my life been? lately it's been awful. i feel dreadful to say the least. well, unless your definition of getting sick reads the contrary. and be sure to let me know if it does. which i doubt it will. sighs. i must admit nasal congestion and dry cough have been my ultimate favourite combo when it comes to diseases. they are my worst nightmare. crap. and if you guess i rested during the weekend, guess what? you guessed wrong. hahahaha. i did not have a rest. i was at work making money trying to save as much as i can. well, the man has a plan, just like every other man. hohoho. i didn't feel right about calling in sick on such short notice although the truth is i did not have this sick plan set in mind ahead. hell no! i know they are short of hands during weekends and so i must fill in my duties. see how responsible a person i am. *i am one sick narcisist, aint i? LOL* anyways, apart from being under the weather, i guess everything else is okay. well, i hope so. i cant help but notice how unappreciative people can be. or we can be for this matter. at least tats how i felt spending my time at the resto. it makes me sad yet upset. well, more upset than sad if you ask me again. LOL. it's just so unfortunate that the so-called *friendship* we share at work doesn't extend beyond the workplace compound. it's not always a good thing anyways. sometimes i like to keep it just inside, and not outside. *unless you were friends before you work together, of course* too much bonding can be harmful. i, for one, doesnt really like to share my stuff with a lot of people. like to keep it small. coming back to my weekend *re-treat*, sometimes they even say "oh god, you guys are the best! you never complain and are always helpful." when they don't mean it at all. it was a fake and it deserves a fake return. hahahhaha. i gave it a happy smile and a thank you along. fake ones tat is. see how evil a person i am when a few lines above i was a responsible one. LOL. but i aint lying anybody. i aint no saint. neither is she. i am just being myself and she is just being herself. cant really blame anyone. we are all guilty of the crime. this makes me think how much of all the things we say we truly mean it? perhaps it's better to leave it untold. but i'll tell you this: at my resto, i find it hardly a question. it's a statement. everyone is there for a purpose and that is to make quick cash. so everything that happens within is fake or at least temporary. you are on your own and i am on my own. it's a sick world in there. but sadly tats how it is. or maybe i am just being harsh on everyone. me the sick jerk. hahahahhaa. but let me ask you this: would you rather have lots of friends who you hardly seem to know well at all since you have so many of them? or would you rather have a few trustworthy friends who you know will always stand by you no matter what? i feel so blessed that i'd rather pick the latter. i'll be damned if i dont. wakakakkakaa. well, i guess it's time for lunch now. later hommies. me out now. Cheers.

simplicity of the truth ...

aloha mon amies! wat a dull monday today is. my eyes feel heavy and my brain .. oh my brain. perhaps i left it behind at home or something. LOL. yeah, like everyday! hahahaha. first thing's first, i think i owe someone loads of congratz here. hang on a sec, let's make tat a two. wooohoooo. the more the merrier innit? damn rite! Bho, good luck with the new job eh! n dont forget to slip in some of those non-decaf coffee sachets before burning them late midnite candles at work. wakakakaka. i am sure you gonna rawk the house yo. eniweis all the best mate. n Lia, errr .. u know wat? this nickname doesnt feel rite to me. no offense man but i think i'll stick with Huan. LOL. so yeah dude, check this out. heard tat u finally got your friggin' LPR approved eh? tat's sooo darn sweeeet man. hihihi. well, i guess the hunting season is about to begin for real. serious business here. i mean it all comes down to this, doesnt it? wish you good luck yo n i hope you'll land a good job so by the time i come back, we can feast by the riverside or clark quay or whatever shit you want to call that place with the view of a body of water or some sort. LOL. i am extremely glad that good things are happening for you guys my friends. sometimes you just have to wait for these moments to arrive because only then it will mean something to you or be of any value. i mean if good things happen to you everyday, we probably won't be calling them 'good' things anymore, will we? maybe we'll call them simply just things. no more no less. hahaha. yupe, i know i'm rambling here. and so i'll stop. on another much lighter note, i stumbled across these three topics today while browsing through today's headlines. they are all random discussions btw. first topic: saddam was sentenced to hang. lemme ask you this: how many of you guys truly believe he will be hanged? perhaps i should rephrase the question: how many of you guys truly believe he will allow himself to be hanged? he's too proud to be hanged in public that he'd rather put a bullet through his own brain if you ask me. nonetheless, the news is big. we'll wait and see the outcome sooner or later. second topic: beckham's moving to USA? this can only mean one thing: he has lost it. his sanity i mean. apparently he's not done making mistakes yet. if real madrid wasn't enough, this could be it you know. i hope i won't be seeing him making movies or some reality show anytime soon. "david beckham starring in 'my surreal life - season 10'". LOL. tat's definitely bigger than saddam's suicidal mind. hohoho. last topic: express condoms on sale in south africa. to summarize it: "Using an ordinary condom is a real pain. By the time the condom is on, the mood is halfway out the window." and here's the real deal: "If you're slow, it'll take you three seconds [to put it on]. You can really do it in one." amazing? well, it's an evolution. by the time our cars beat gravity, condoms don't exist anymore. why? coz they will be part of our underpants. so men will be walking around literally wearing a condom all time! LOL. and if tat's not enough, it'll be disposable AND "replaceable" instantly after use. wakakaka. hey, dont laugh now. who knows maybe some japanese geek working 24/7 in some high-end facility lab will invent this shit for real yo. we'll see who's laughing then. LOL. eniweis enough for today guys. if you are interested in reading more about the express condoms, read here. in the mean time, i'm checking out rite now. who knows when i'll be back here again. i'm a busy man these days *pffttttt, yeah rite*. hahaha. take care hommies and have a good one eh! me out now. Cheers.

morning stars and evening sun ...

today is my bad hair day. well, let me correct that. everyday is a bad hair day! sighs. i've been reluctant/terrified to shave off my head simply cause my head's shape is a bit abnormal, to say the least. wakakakaka. yupe, you didnt misread that last part. and here goes a moment of truth. the back of my skull feels a lil flat, not round, unlike normal heads. thus, it aint a pretty scene when my head is naked. wakakakkakaka. i tried it once before a long time ago and i didnt really like it. confused what to do now. maybe i should just cut off my head. LOL. not a feasible option.

i dun have much to write for now. well, lack of personal time is definitely starting to get into my head. working 7 days a week is not easy. as much as i like doing my part time job, it can be very demanding at times. especially when a friggin long line up is building up at the front door! if there's one thing i should avoid when it comes to work, it must be to stay away from customers. people can be very nasty when they turn impatient. bottom line: dont like dealing with clients. some case applies to my full time routine. i may be stereotyping here but hey, a good portion of the entire consumer group is behaving this way. anyways, here we are again flipping the calendar forward to november. the weather has been somewhat warm around here for the past two days. sunday was crazy tho. viciously gusting winds all across town. one hell of a sunday it was for sure. dammit! i took me quite some time to finally figure out that the clock has been reset an hour back while waiting for the damn bus to come. i was not wearing much clothing as well when a sudden hail of cold icy rain came down upon me 7 in the morning. shit. and the wind was not any more friendly. i could literally feel endless blows of tiny ice crystals hitting my face. simply put: the weather wasnt having any mercy on me that day. a tragic sunday morning indeed. all because one stupid mistake by me. sighs. however i still managed to drag myself to a coffee shop to enjoy a medium cup of hot chocolate. pheeewwwwww. hehehehehe.

i guess i am taking off now. my colleague is already giving me *that* face. apparently he isnt too fond of me blogging while at work. hehehehehehe. hev a good one y'all! me out now. Cheers.