pictures in the papers ...

BACK! before it's too late. i soon figured that the longer i stop blogging, the harder it is to get it back on track. i mean dont take me wrong here. i like writing n i wish i can do much more during the period of my hiatus. or perhaps, im just being a lazy dog all this while. hehehe. frankly, i must admit that im getting "rusty" in this. sighs. anyways, bare with me peeps. so, the BIG Q is "what happened?" well, those who have the connections shouldnt face any problems getting the answer. thanks again n again to the magic of msn and friendster. yeah thats right. nevertheless, i still care to share. these past months have been a really emotional roller coaster for the most part. a lot happened and a lot did not. but im glad everything worked out just nice. phewwww. the best thing i must say is that im staying together with my girlfriend. she's been a pillar of support whenever i need her to be and i am so grateful for her presence. thanks monchi! hihihi. and finally the long-awaited reunion came true here in singapore. woohooooooooo! its awesome to be around with your best buddies again after so many years has passed by. and now i am actually living with them, which is hard to believe, yet it's real. picking up from where i left off last time, i checked in to the lion city in mid-march and as soon as i got things to settle down for a bit, i began trying my luck in nailing a job. like always, it started real slow. i was at a point where i literally became paranoid and anxious, having panic attacks at night and finding it hard to fall asleep. things can really get into your head and screw you from within. but she was there for me. and for that, i am so blessed to find her again. as days switched into nights, things slowly picked up a step at a time and i kept my faith that things are going to be better. fortunately i had the support of my family, which is so comforting in times like this. and somehow i've always believe that the way out will open itself, no matter how hard life grinds on you. ultimately it's only a matter of time. and again, it has proven me right this one chance. after all the hard work and sweat, my perseverance paid off and it all happened just a phone call away. in three weeks time, i will be on my way to work. one more time.

i hope i didnt bore you guys with this, and hope i will be back soon. in the mean time, i've been reading this book "Life of Pi" which is said to be a great one to follow through. i came across these lines of script and would like to share it with you guys. honestly, i never saw it this way ever before.

"... The reason death sticks so closely to life isn't biological necessity - it's envy. Life is so beautiful that death has fallen in love with it, a jealous, possessive love that grabs at what it can. ..."

and finally enjoy this great number by Rivermaya. have a great one. me out now. Cheers.