moving n rain? fug!%*&

~ Today is moving day .. da truck is comin' at 7pm tonite n everybody will be busy by then .. the worst part is IT'S GONNA RAIN!!!!! n i think it's gonna be a heavy one a'ite .. hixs .. why? why? why today?? darn it! these few days have been drivin' me crazy like hell .. coz me housemate is "going crazy" .. *i got u two words 4 him = FUG U* ... 5 of us are sharing this tv for about 2 years now .. n everybody's leavin' n it's not clear who's tv it is now ... i mean no body talks about it ... n so there are 2 peeps left in da house .. me n let's just call him A ... he kept bargaining n bargaining wif me .. n we have made a deal for like 4 times .. n so he got me pissed off a'ite .. n i started yellin' at him like a mad dog .. he is afraid tat i am not going to return his share of da tv when i sell it .. well kiss my fat arse! i am not tat cheap yooo .. when i say i will return da money .. i mean i will give him da money .. wat part of return does he not understand?? jeezzzz .. me going nuts now .. hixs .. I probably wont be postin' these couple offa days .. coz u know why .. hehehehee .. so c u guys in a bit .. while i do my mojo ... ahhahahaha ... tekker yoo .. P.S for si apple gal = cheer up me lady .. coz tat frown does look good on u ... i still prefer ur smile .. da monalisa smile .. hohoho .. miss u gal .. plz don't be sad ... i am always here for you no matter wat .. n u can count on tat! ~ cheers

the story ends here ...

~ Another sad title of mine ... yeah tats rite .. dunno why .. feel kinda bored n lonesome .. *WTF?!!* .. after all i'm still a human alrite ... hihihi .. hmmm .. these few daze have been gloomy a'ite .. empty house .. empty days .. empty nites .. only me n da tv .. just da two of us .. hehehe .. Just hung up with Rinaldi on da phone .. haven't heard from him since the finals began .. hihihi .. he seems alrite .. well bored to death too .. huahuhauauaa .. there's nothing else to do besides packing ... n tats exactly wat i've been doin' so far ... just packing .. Man it's so sad tat the story has to end here .. my study life is over .. yaikzz .. used to be so happy 'bout it .. but now .. i guess i miss those times ... *wat da hell am i talking 'bout??* i guess everything always good in the end ... hihihi .. we have our ups n downs a'ite .. but dun worry peeps .. everything will be just fine .. if not, then listen to Lullaby by Shawn Mullins .... hope u'll feel better then .. hihihi ... Today is da 27th ... hmm ... just 2 more nites away from leavin' this old shelter .. hihihi .. it holds so many memories .. let me think .. hmmm .. i suppose there are more bad ones than good .. yeah .. to be honest .. the peeps stayin' in this house have never been best friends wif one another .. uahuahuauhhaa .. funny me .. well tats the truth yoo .. wat do u expect .. we are different people .. it's just tat complicated .. Anyway me gotta stop complaining .. as i said .. things look okay in the end .. hihihi ... New house = new spirit ... hopefully this one brings lotz of hope .. good things will come .. believe it .. see u guys in a bit .. me out now ~ cheers

there he goes ...

~ Back to monday a'ite .. hhmmmm .. Cheris left already .. i must admit it's pretty sad ... hehehe .. da house feels kinda empty a'ite now .. hihihi .. but things must move on .. Anyway me started packing yesterday ... man didnt realize how many junks i collected over the years .. hixs .. now suffering from lack of boxes to store these bloody craps .. *me = idiot* .. Good news for some .. the long streak of bad weather finally comes to an end .. but it's still pretty cold out there .. it's funny if i come to think of it ... everytime somebody leaves town, i feel like the weather is sad wif me ... well kinda gloomy but peaceful ... hehhehhee .. dunno why .. maybe it's just me a'ite .. i hate endings .. perhaps tats da problem .. hihihi ... Today is supposed to be sunny .. maybe a bit cloudy .. just nice i guess ... For more info .. u can always check the new weather link i added .. plus some others ... hehehehe .. And dun forget to check out the lastest from Doves .. absolutely soothing for the ears .. hehehhehe .. fantastic! brilliant! bravo for Doves ... they are back again ... Alrite peeps .. gonna freshen up now ... n me = gone to uni .. have some business a'ite .. til later .. me out now ~ cheers

never feel never understand ...

~ Wow it feels like i haven't been writing for a whole week when i found out tat it's been only 2 dayz since me last post .. ckckckck .. very addicted indeed .. hohoho .. well lots happened during this time .. huhuhu .. sad, happy, good, bad .. all into one .. ~

~ Yesterday went printing my project documents ... need to submit 'em on monday .. hihi .. then had lunch @ C.G wif me buddies .. Kerman da joker, Nato da baller, Cheris da boss n me da Bear .. hihihhii .. well wasn't exactly lunch 4 me .. hixs .. i had an eggroll n tats it .. *poor me* n they all had the lunch special meal .. yummy .. but me must save money a'ite .. so decide to resist the temptation .. huh .. Then came back n cooked dinner .. hmmm ... now i'm talkin' .. hiihihihi .. had a pleasant dinner a'ite .. was really hungry .. my bro n me finished up the whole rice cooker fulluv rice ... all empty in the end .. nothin' left behind .. hihihihi .. nearly couldn't move me self ... hohoho .. ~

~ Today .. Had a fite wif si apple gal again .. hihihi .. *why da hell am i laughing??* .. well it was a misunderstanding i guess .. always as usual .. hihihi .. luv her a lot ... sometimes when u luv someone too much ..... u can't tell 'em how much u mean to them anymore ... coz no words can describe tat feelin' a'ite .. hohoho ... It all started bcoz of me .. i was being such a jerk ... well enough to make me one ... LOL .. but we worked it out .. i mean .. u can't avoid fites in a relationship .. they are just part of it .. nothing is real when it is too good to be true .. fites are the ingredients to a happy relationship .. well i am not saying u should fight all da time .. absolutely not .. i mean from time to time ... its good to have problems ... after all these are the times tat will get us to the end ... da time when we try to come together n work our relationship ... each of us is a different individual .. we aint da same .. tats why fites are bound to occur .. they are like stepping stones to a better 'us' .. hihihi .. feel like an expert a'ite ... me = too much talking .. ehhehehehee ... well just want to share .. hihihi ~

~ But i must admit .. i was pretty frustrated .. so decided to take a stroll in da mall ... hehehhe ... like it so much .. havent been alone for quite some time .. hihihi .. there was this saxophone performance ... real nice .. it was a young bloke ... around his 20's i guess .. like his play .. really inspiring .. i mean seriously .. i always have this interest in music ... i like jammin' a'ite .. miss those high school times wif me band .. hixs .. wish i can go back in time ... hohohoho .. i really wish i am more talented .. the music industry is promising i think .. coz it's all creativity .. nothing more .. nothing less ... just creativity .. sharing ur passion, beliefs, n thoughts through songs is really cool .. well at least to me .. hihihi .. maybe when i have da time .. i want to learn some saxophone .. hohohohoo .. real nice .. ~

~ Bought a present for Cheris .. he's leavin' town tomorrow ... not for good .. but almost .. hehehhehe ... he's been my partner in crime a'ite .. we fought the same battles .. sails da same seas ... n shared da same house .. DANG!*%& .. hihihi .. but seriously .. we both studied da same thing .. CS .. been through all da projects together .. n it's real nice to know him ... hihihi .. good buddy .. wish him all da best in wat to come .. may God bless him .... so here's to u bozz .. cheers .. ~

~ Having a farewell lunch tomorrow @ 11 at Wah Court .. hehehehe .. it's gonna be fun hopefully .. then off he goes .. hixs .. lost one more crew a'ite ... hehehehe .. Anyway everything must end one day .. so let it be ... hihihi .. Got to get some rest tonite ... Had a good round of basketball today .. hihihi .. btw the weather has been so bad these freakin' 2 daze .. hixs .. its actually snowing again .. huh .. upset a'ite .. but i tot .. its okay .. maybe its da last time for me to feel winter again .. before me gone .. hihihi .. so its okay .. let it snow .. for one more time .. Me gone to bed now .. sleep tite peeps .. nite2 .. out now ~ cheers

B 189 DW ... funny

~ Yoooo .. wuzzupp?? hehehe .. finally fixed me blog a'ite .. i was like "F*** !! where is my blog?!?" .. which definitely proves my love for this blog a'ite .. addicted .. yeah tats it ... addicted a'ite .. everything's fine n dandy now .. it's all over ... hihihii ~

~ Yesterday was okay .. Had dinner @ Eros .. the usual menu = chicken domburi . *wanted to taste their latest Japanese EeL fried rice .. but too bad ... gone too soon* .. It was rite after my final paper .. it was okay .. so many questions but not too difficult .. just had to make sure tat i punched in the rite numbers on the calc ... hohoho .. one bit off n me = gone to hell .. but i did my best n im happy bout it ... hope i did alrite ... *cross me fingers* ~

~ i was browsin' a couple of blogs this morning .. n found out how people responses to bloggers like me .. to my amazement *does this word exist??? .. neway get wat i mean* some blogs had like over 30 comments for a bloody post .. so tat leaves me = "Man .. i suck" .. dunno how they did it .. but its cool .. how they react .. but my guess is from the way they write .. this blog is eventually a piece of creativity tats not lost .. people may enjoy reading them .. n decide to respond .. hihihi .. sorry dude but me = suck @ writing .. never make it in my life .. hohoho .. tats exactly why i hesitate to put up a "people-meter" thingy or counter .. watever .. in da first place .. u know the thing tats counts the nombre of page visits .. yeah those ... i am afraid it will drown my interest in me blog in the end ... so forget it i decide .. it does matter how many come n go .. im happy wif wat i have anyway .. hihihi .. Got an email from an old frend just now .. said to me to keep up da good work .. real happy .. at least someone is readin' them .. n i shall keep 'em comin' ... hohoho ~

~ Quote : "If it was up to NME readers Britain’s political landscape would be radically redrawn, an exclusive new poll reveals. Instead of Tony Blair and Labour cruising to yet another victory, Britain would have a Liberal Democrat government with Coldplay’s Chris Martin as the new Prime Minister." .. yihaaaa .. CM for PM .. second tat all da way ... hihihi .. *dude its not ur vote man .. calm down* ~

~ Miss si apple gal a'ite ... poor her .. stuck all alone .. but i know she's gonna be just fine .. hehehehe .. tekker ya .. i'll be back soon .. hohoho .. anyway today's cloudy ... a bit chilly n no sun yet so far .. breezzy too .. Dunno wat to do next .. cant get enough sleep .. its like i have this clock inside me body ... every time it hits 8am .. WAKE UP! .. yaikzzz .. annoying but wat to do .. *sigh* a habit a'ite .. but at least a good one .. *yeahh* .. im gonna go now ... so see ya in a bit .. me out now ~ cheers

dude where is my blog .. ?!?

~ Darn it !!! where da fug is my blog?!! it's so dead .. i cant even open my homepage ... shitzzz .. anyone pleaze ... help ... ~ cheers

here i go ..

~ Ready to launch for battle .. "conquer fear n i promise u'll conquer death .." by Alexander the Great .. so here i go .. conquering the realm of my worst nightmare .. hihihi ~ cheers

evade the pain ...

~ Had a chat wif my ever-interesting crowd as usual .. hmm .. good stuff always .. talked 'bout me country, indon .. yeah ... it'll never change sadly .. too many hypocrites .. too many problems .. too many corruptions .. too many peeps living under poverty .. yeah tats rite .. u name it ... n we have it all .. But i guess it's just us ... the indons .. we never change .. but honestly i like me home a lot ... *huh .. i'm a hypocrite a'ite .. :p* .. i seriously believe tat this country has the potential to be a great country .. i always dream bout it ... i mean its rich wif all the resources n all ... but too bad ... the people are too stupid to realize tat ... real sad ... too many people want to be the leader .. to control everything ... everybody wants power .. n i guess we cant even trust anybody .. its all a mess ... we only worship the money ... all we need is money ... money drives everything ... but let's face it dude .. we need money .. n tats the bottomline rite there .. money makes us do anything ... n i mean anything .. Now have we lost our mind?? question tat .. everything in this world needs to be balance ... there is life n there is death .. everything tat begins must have an end .. yin n yang .. some things are meant to be in life .. some people are destined to be rich .. n some are meant to be poor .. Some wif power n some wif no power .. n there are always some to fill in the gap .. You obviously can't make everyone happy .. to make someone happy, you must make some others unhappy .. n tats just the way it floats .. so some people are bound to be unhappy ... *i am being sooo dramatic here .. me = bitch* ... but u can always make the best of wat u got .. well at least i believe tat ... its ur call .. ~

~ Man need to get some rest a'ite .. too tired to discuss useless things like tat i guess .. but i talked too much olredi anyway .. hohoho .. dont listen to those crap .. its just me .. pondering about life ... hihihi ... Tomorrow is the big day people .. must get sum good rest tonite .. so tekker n peace out yoo .. n please ... turn off the lites .. hihihih ... n be quiet ... me out now ~ cheers

counting down folks ...

~ Yupe .. me counting down to battle royale .. hihihi .. it's on this Thursday a'ite ... hmmm .. frustrated .. but got to do it anyway .. it's not like i have much of a choice .. huhuhuhu .. once done, i'll be free just like da birdie2 flyin' n singin' in da blue sky .. yihaaaa ... working hard to finally taste tat day when victory is mine .. hohoho .. *so excited tat u'll probably freak out if u c me now* .. neway its gettin' late in here .. Need some rest .. so much to be done tomorrow .. hixs .. nothing much to talk bout lately .. haven't been doin' anything fun these couple dayz .. only burning me brain out ... so sad .. BUT gonna check out those pix we took last week .. they are ready a'ite .. hihihi .. let u guys know how it turns out later ... in da mean time .. sleep tite peeps .. hihihi .. me out now ~ cheers

happy b'day to KeBho .. yihaa

~ Tomorrow is special coz it's me KeBho B'day a'ite .. i think he's probably wasted a'ite in Brisbane rite now ... hohoho .. anyway hope u had a onederful day outdare dude .. hihihi .. wish u all the best tat life can bring .. amin ... n don't forget u owe me one dude .. hahhahahaa .. LOL ~

~ As for me ... i'm wasted a'ite too .. been havin' out in the library .. *wat the hell was i thinkin' ?? havin' out in the library??? .. huh* .. studyin' for the finals .. Nothing much to talk bout lately .. besides the fact tat me n Nato havin' fun traversing through the doors of me library ... *watever ..* it's nice to walk around the library for some weird reason ... hihihi .. it releases some stress .. Had a photo shoot session yesterday ... wif a bunch of me good frendz .. yihaa .. it was fun .. but i think i did ruin the pics a'ite .. i think i smiled too big .. hohohoo ... but tats me .. big smiley but small eyes .. hehehehe .. =p .. can't hardly wait to see them on Tuesday .. yooohoooo .. Hope they turn out nice ... ~

~ Anyway i'm going to bed folks .. its been a long time .. hihihi .. btw check out the new tune i posted .. it's one by Budapest .. one of their best indeed .. Me gone to bed .. peace out yoo .. out now ~ cheers

wat a day .. complaining

~ wuzzup piple ... huh .. not much for me ... as usual another bad day strikes back ... tired to even listen to my self complaining n whining like a cry baby all the time .. wat happened has happened .. it's karma dude .. so stop thinkin' about it .. *tired .. obviously* .. Well first of all, yesterday sucked .... today = not so sucky ... *watever .. !%^&* .. Had my final project presentation this morning .. all dressed up in suit .. ready to bring it on .. practice went well .. but the real thing .. nah .. wish could have done ALOT better .. on a scale out of 10 .. i rate it a fair 5.5 .. yupe tat's rite .. hihihihi .. i screwed up myself .. fortunately me crew did okay .. so hope things went well from here onwards .. i was shaking though when i stood there .. not usual ... but tat's me a'ite .. told me self .. public speaking is not my field .. darn it! .. but i gave it me all n no regrets baby ... just faith n hope ... ~

~ Went to downtown to ask about my tax credit .. let me quote "Upppss .. international students are not eligible for this tax .." then me argued = "But my friends *internationals too* received it .." - lady killer = "Uuuuu ... they are in trouble ...... if we *the Canadian tax agency* finds out .. *fill in the rest* ..." so i said ... "ooo ic ic" .. lost the battle a'ite ... lucky my friends .. poor me .. in conclusion ... i believe life is all about luck + karma ... maybe im being naive ... but tats the way it is .. for me at least .. u dont have to buy it peeps .. just me thoughts ... dunwanna talk bout it anymore .. forget it .. let it go .. ~

~ im worn out this time ... tats two down babe n one more to go .. really scared to fug up my grades this sem .. probably need to make a confession .. haven't been putting real serious efforts in my studies this semester .. but had a lutta fun .. Regretting it now .. *no use u idiot* ... perhaps i need to talk to si apple gal ... but she's busy ... anyway gonna get some good rest tonite .. hope to feel brand new when the sun rises ... study study study = tomorrow .. sux ... tekker homies ... wismilak .. me out now .. nite nite ~ cheers

things happen .. Part 2

~ Yo .. me back rite here rite now .. hehehee .. so where did i stop?? hmm .. so yeah .. tat was a very devastating evening .. hixs .. i tot i got some money .. but too bad .. money flew away .. =( .. hixs .. But then again .. the list still continues .. April's rent is due ... n i already issued a post-dated cheque for it .. Surprise2 .. my landlord sent me an email .. saying tat it was bounced .. yaikzzz ... *WTF?!? = my instant reaction* .. yeah ... bounced a'ite .. non sufficient fund available .. poor me .. Now got to pay 30 dollars for it ... + still have to pay April's rent ... u know when i think about it ... things always go wrong for me .. why is life so harsh on me ?? *again complaining like an idiot .. fool me* but seriously .. i dont find a reason why .. n im feeling it rite now .. hixs .. so when i emailed my landlord .. he got two words for me .. "things happen.." .. n i guess yeah .. there's no point feeling sad .. just pay it ... hihihihi .. *dunno why still laughing ..* darn it !!! ~

~ Cooking marinated BBQ chicken tonite .. hihihi .. believe me .. it's the only thing tat keeps me up n smiling ... phew .. lucky me *yeah rite .. * .. anyway got to check on my chickens .. but really it's amazing how lucky you feel .. when you see someone with a more dramatic life story .. when you are down .. it gives you hope tat you can make it til the very end .. so my advice ... look for a geek or an idiot .. n smile at them .. you sure feel better then .. hohohohoho .. tats a promise .. =) .. alrite peeps .. eat dinner, hit the shower, n gone for practice .. tha tha for now ~ cheers

PS: I technically lied when i said tat i am not gonna write for this week .. but really .. i luv writing .. n so i tot .. it wouldn't hurt to continue writing ...... enjoy peeps .. keep it real

things happen ... Part 1

~ Hixs hixs hixs .. life suxx so badddd .. really bad .. *am i complainin' too much ...???* anyway it sux a'ite .. Bad things keep happening to me these couple of daze .. cut me hair short .. but no effect .. tot things will be better wif the new look .. nahhhh .. it's B.S .. totally screwed my life .. To begin the list, it's never a good thing when u receive letters from the government ... and i proved it rite .. got home tat day .. went through the mails .. n found me self this letter .. from u know who .. pretty happy coz Cheris got the same mail i had .. n it looked like a cheque for the GST/PST tax credit .. So opened it with a smile .. when i found out it's a fuggin' rejection letter .. they freakin' reject my tax credits .. huhuhuhuhu .. on the top of the letter .. it says "You are not eligible for the tax refund .." .. broke my heart .. but wat can i do .. sue them ... forget it .. Gonna go downtown to check again this friday .. but u know wat, i doubt it .. i seriously doubt it .. Hey peeps .. got to go now .. my group is leavin' .. write again tonite .. out now ~ cheers

rowk my world

~ Finished class early .. yooohoooooooo ... hihihi .. pretty sure tat i wont be posting next week .. so this could be the last time for this week .. tekker care peeps .. got to focus my 'chi' for the finals .. hohoho .. n Gudlak for si apple gal on her new adventure in JKT .... i'm with u all the way gal .. all the way ... ~ cheers

sunny monday ... hihihi

~ Hmmm .. back to monday again peeps .. hehehe .. time really flies .. doesn't it? hihihi ... Stayed at home yesterday .. had to finish up my project reports .. hixs .. actually the weather was good ... wanted to take a stroll down the river .. but too bad .. too sad .. couldn't make it .. no time to relaxxx yooo .. Finals are nearing as the clock is ticking .. hihihi .. hours turn to minutes .. minutes turn to seconds .. and seconds are too short to even feel a second ... *wat?$%* .. yeah ... i'm feeling really scared right now .. n i mean reallllyyyy freaked out .. haven't prepared anything for me finals .. Still too many things to do .. n me team mate is gettin' on me nerves .. yaikzzzz .. but i hope everything will work out .. And finally it's the last paper tat i have to write for my entire life .. can u believe tat?? the last one people .. the last dance ... hihihihi .. have been studying for my entire life .. n finally this is it ... Have to focus .. remember no regrets .. no regrets a'ite ~

~ Feel kinda sad but happy at the same time .. hehehe .. 17 years .. the struggle n the endurance .. it all happened along the way .. made friendzz .. real good buddies .. n met the special gal .. hihihihi .. si apple gal .. apple for her reddish-pink cheeks when i make jokes about her .. hohohooho .. just like an apple .. hehehe .. it's all worthed in the end .. the journey is coming to an end .. one hell of a journey indeed .. yeah .. hihihi .. It's a whole a new adventure tat lies ahead in time .. n looking forward to it with u guys .. my special readers .. trims2 for staying with me all this time .. appreciate it people .. hehehe .. Well got to go for class at 2 ... gonna freshen up me self .. n then i go .. wish me all the best in this 2-week season finale of the story of my life ... hohohoho .. sounds cool ehh?? hihihi .. me out now .. ciaoo ~ cheers

lost my soul today ... hixs

~ Pathetic .. yeah .. i guess tat's the only word that can best describe my morning today ... not less .. not more .. hixs .. i don't know how much i can take this any longer .. hohohoho .. Here's the details .. slept kinda late last nite .. had to wait for me brother coz he's leaving town .. suppose to have an important presentation this morning .. so had an appointment with my team at 7:30 am just to go over things very quickly before the actual thing happens .. Well woke up at 6:30 .. brushed me teeth, shaved n took a nice morning shower .. i tot everything was gonna be okay so far .. had a cup of hot tea before i went battle .. had a couple of practice of my speech before i left home too .. my eyes were tired but the spirit kept me fresh .. well at least sober .. hihihihi .. anyway i was feelin' pretty good about the whole thing .. so left for school n met my frends .. one of my team mates actually called n said tat she was going to be late .. so i guess we should rehearse without her first .. just to get a sense of the timing n stuff .. so we went on without her .. the clock kept ticking n it was kinda late a'ite n she hasn't showed up .. hmmm .. something's wrong .. we tot she would never make it in time ... but guess wat .. she made it .. hihihi ... though she looked like she didn't have enough rest last nite .. pale n tired .. but then very nervous .. like the rest of us .. she seemed unrested ... like she wasn't really prepared about the whole presentation thing ... but i just hoped she pulled this one through coz we had no more time to practice anymore ... ~

~ So we went straight to the presentation room .. the other groups were there .. i felt like there was this rage inside the room ... everybody was excited about their own projects .. anyway we still need to set up our laptop n stuff for our presentation .. n there wasn't enough time left before everything begins .. without much thought i quickly grab the professor n told him the situation .. and he said "Go ahead n set it up ... " .. phewww .. at least this is relieving ... and so we set up the whole equipment thing .. but we didn't test it .. we tot everything was going to be working as they should .. so we sat there listening to the guy .. feeling very comfortable n confident coz we tot we had done a great job ... well almost .. ~

~ Guess wat happens .. we were lucky number 3 to go up .. after team 2 wrapped up their stuff .. now it's our turn to impress .. hehehehe .. yeah rite .. we grabbed the laptop .. get it ready .. plugged the cable to the computer .. n then IT DIDN'T WORK!@*&^% ... For God's sake .. C'MON U STUPID ASS**** .. THIS AIN'T FUNNY AT ALL .. all eyes were on us .. some are smiling .. probably more like laughing at us .. we all look stupid .. i mean we were supposed to begin 3 minutes ago n ur slides are not even ready ... yaikzzzz .. panic .. i start to panic .. but it didn't work in the end .. luckily *i dunno whether lucky is the right word in this situation* we had a backup cd for the slides .. so we decided to put it on .. it's not like we had any options .. hixs .. The laptop was our life .. it has all the demos we prepared n stuff .. coz of this, we couldn't show it to the class .. well at least we had the slides .. better than nothing folks .. huhhh ... we screwed up .. no demos n not prepared .. just a recipe for disaster a'ite .. Felt rather empty then .. lost my soul ... ~

~ Just when things couldn't go anymore worse .. the next team came up ... brought their laptop n plugged it in ... SURPRISE !!!! THE GOD DAMNED THING WORKS A'ITE .. Mannn .. just when we need it .. it's like ... F*** !!! ... everybody was looking back at us again .. probably throwing sum lame joke 'bout us .. hixs .. i don't blame them .. i mean we looked completely stupid ... huh .. wat a terrible morning ... probably the worst ... anyway the day is gone .. at least this one is a practice presentation .. the real deal is comin' up next week .. hihihihihhi .. but i really wish we could have done alot better today .. ~

~ Went stockin' up for the week today .. A&P as usual .. plus Wing Li Farm .. Bought a bunch of food ... fish, green veggies, beef, chicken, pork, juicy fruits .. hohoohoohho .. a healthy life needs a good diet .. hihihihihihi .. Gonna cook dinner rite after this .. hungry already .. alrite then peeps .. got to go now .. fill me stomach ... n get sum good rest tonite .. tomorrow is work .. yaikzzzz .. peace out yooo .. btw this is the lyrics to Daughters by John Mayer .. one sweet melody .. check it out ~ cheers

Daughters - John Mayer

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

wat a gloomy morning ...

~ Have been thinking about a name for my blog .. this is the third time i've changed it .. n it's alrite .. hehehhee .. yesterday i decided to go with "Fire-Water-Earth-Wood-Metal" .. the five elements in chinese astrology .. ehhehehe .. it has a good meaning .. coz it represents balance .. everything must be balanced in life ... too much of sumtin' is no good .. but too little is also no good .. it's best if it is balanced ... yeahh .. But then i thought about it ... n i feel like puttin' this one up ... hehehhee .. dunno why .. just sounds nice to me ... hihihihi ... There's actually another option .. but this one is in indon .. so hmmm .. forget it .. maybe next time folks .. hehehhe ~

~ Today is thursday .. no classes as usual but there is meetings .... hope it's a good one .. hehehhee .. Had a long chat with si apple gal this morning .. it's fun ... we talked a lot ... about stuff .. haven't been talking for quite some time ... hehehehe .. i'm busy n she is busy .. plus my phone card seems to be dead lately ... hate it so much when tat happens .. couldn't call her much anyway coz it's freakin' expensive yoooo .. hixs ... so i decided to chat with her .. ehehhee .. trims to the advancement of technology .. hihihi .. Some scary stories from the recent earthquake in Nias Island, Indonesia ... Well there was this one gal who was stuck beneath the ruins ... she happened to have her cellphone with her while in there .. n so she managed to SMS her friend ... telling her to get some people to rescue her ... efforts have been made to find her among the ruins .. but all fails .. but still she kept SMSing her friend continuously for almost four days 'till they found her dead ... Here's the twist ... they thought the body was her mother's ... but then a few days after ... they found another body n identified it as her mother's ......... which means tat the first body was the gal's body a'ite ..... it was all swollen n rotten .. they weren't able to ID here properly ........... Hiiiiiiii ... i guess tat place should be pretty much haunted by now .... i've got goosebumps a'ite ... hohohoho ... anyway got to go now ... having lunch with Sur n July at Sun Hong ... yummy ... Roasted Pork here i comeeeee .. yihaaaaaa .. peace out peeps ~ cheers

it's gettin' hot in here ...

~ Been feeling blue these couple of days .. dunno why .. just feelin' it ... hehehe .. today really tired too .. probably coz i didn't eat much last nite .. hohohoo .. n no breakfast as usual .. hihihihi .. but it's alrite now .. coz dinner is on the way .. slurpp .. pork ribs soup n scrambled egg .. simple but delicious .. hihihihihi ... ~

~ Got a pratice presentation in three days .. man i hate presentations .. sweaty palms n ur body shaking .... nervousness always kills me in the end .. can't never get hold of my self in front of a crowd .. darn it ... literally i always keep telling myself to calm down .. n i do .. 'til it's time to go up ... yaikzzz .. then everything starts to fall apart .. hixs ... but everything gotta go one way or another .. just do it! ~

~ Today wasn't tat great .. meetings as usual didn't turn out well .. things are going wrong n i feel like our projects are drifting away ... hmm ... sad sad sad .. anyway looking forward to a better nite tonite .. hihihihi ... there's still hope for today .. ~

~ Haven't start applying jobs too .. my mom's gonna kill me if she finds out .. yaikzzzz .. but the thing is ... i don't really feel like working here ... prefer to go back Asia n find one over there ... been away from the family for quite some time n honestly i miss home .. there are always plenty of jobs out there .. we just have to struggle to find one .. shoott! hihihihi .. well tat's the problem bro .. gotta pray for the best to come yooo ... have to start living on my own .. me parents have been supporting me for tooooo loooooooonnnnggggg now .. hihihihi ... it's time to break away .. Anyway gonna freshen up for a bit .. then it's dinner time .. hehhehe .. chill out peeps .. ciaoo ~ cheers

forever love ...

~ I know it's not Mother's Day .. but i just feel like putting this down .. hehehe .. it's not much .. but tat's all i can give ... so .. this one is for you, Mom .. ~ cheers

Just For My Mom

You gave me room to breath

You gave me room to grow

You gave me your hands

when I lost my soul

You are always there ...

Smiling like an angel

Waiting for me ...

Waiting to catch me when I fall

When things seem to go impossible

You'll say "It's alright Son .. I always have faith in you"

Wondering if you feel the same comfort I feel

When I say it back to you

Even with the world

I can never pay you back

The sacrifices you made ...

The tears you shed ...

And the sleepless nights you had

While you tucked me in bed

I wish I could be better ...

For you

I wish I could ...

Be there for you when you lost your way

I don't know what to say

For your love and faith

Only these words can tell

I Love You Mom

itu aku .. yeah

~ Yoooohoooo .. finally mate finally .. it works .. feeling good already .. hihihihi .. o man .. can't xpress this feeling .... so relieved .. it's been like hell posting these pix .. i thought for once i will never be able to do it .. but prove me self wrong again this time .. hohoho .. anyway enjoy my hard work peeps .. tat's me a'ite ... ~

~ Yesterday was bad .. had a fight with si appel gal early in the morning .. as usual it was my fault .. it's hard to understand each other when we are upset .. but everything is fine now ... i am happy tat things did work out between us .. n if u are reading this, apple gal .. i just want u to know tat i will always cherish u and respect u no matter wat ... =D .. Phew tat gets out pretty alrite ... hehehe .. Back to yesterday .. was supposed to wrap up one of my project .. but u know wat .. things will almost never go as we planned .. indeed ... the school server was down .. don't know wat happened to our program either .. hixs .. Plus tried to enlighten my day by posting some pix in my blog .. n surprise ... it didn't work .. felt really down on the way home yesterday .. BUT again i tried to lighten up me day .. COOKING was my last resort .. hihihi .. n surprise .. this one always work best whenever n wherever .. hohoho .. cooked some stir-fried snow peas n pork ribs for dinner .. yummy ... it's a special dish i called the "bloody" ribs .. coz it is served with this home-made red sauce n some chinese cooking wine .. hehehe .. very exquisite n delicious .. in the end, yesterday was okay .. hihihihi .. btw my bro liked the dinner too ... very happy .. =p ~

~ Recovered today .. hihihi .. start the early morning with a meeting .. n now here i am .. feeling extravaganza ... hohohoho .. no plan for today .. but probably a good game of basketball with my frendzzz will be nice .. hehehee .. alritey ... off me go .. ciaoo for now ~ cheers

cross me fingers ...

~ Darn it !!! Been having trouble posting these pics .. sux .. i don't know why it always happen to me ... feeling depressed already .. hixs .. Let me give it one more try then .. hopefully it works this time around .. ~