it's gettin' hot in here ...

~ Been feeling blue these couple of days .. dunno why .. just feelin' it ... hehehe .. today really tired too .. probably coz i didn't eat much last nite .. hohohoo .. n no breakfast as usual .. hihihihi .. but it's alrite now .. coz dinner is on the way .. slurpp .. pork ribs soup n scrambled egg .. simple but delicious .. hihihihihi ... ~

~ Got a pratice presentation in three days .. man i hate presentations .. sweaty palms n ur body shaking .... nervousness always kills me in the end .. can't never get hold of my self in front of a crowd .. darn it ... literally i always keep telling myself to calm down .. n i do .. 'til it's time to go up ... yaikzzz .. then everything starts to fall apart .. hixs ... but everything gotta go one way or another .. just do it! ~

~ Today wasn't tat great .. meetings as usual didn't turn out well .. things are going wrong n i feel like our projects are drifting away ... hmm ... sad sad sad .. anyway looking forward to a better nite tonite .. hihihihi ... there's still hope for today .. ~

~ Haven't start applying jobs too .. my mom's gonna kill me if she finds out .. yaikzzzz .. but the thing is ... i don't really feel like working here ... prefer to go back Asia n find one over there ... been away from the family for quite some time n honestly i miss home .. there are always plenty of jobs out there .. we just have to struggle to find one .. shoott! hihihihi .. well tat's the problem bro .. gotta pray for the best to come yooo ... have to start living on my own .. me parents have been supporting me for tooooo loooooooonnnnggggg now .. hihihihi ... it's time to break away .. Anyway gonna freshen up for a bit .. then it's dinner time .. hehhehe .. chill out peeps .. ciaoo ~ cheers