lost my soul today ... hixs

~ Pathetic .. yeah .. i guess tat's the only word that can best describe my morning today ... not less .. not more .. hixs .. i don't know how much i can take this any longer .. hohohoho .. Here's the details .. slept kinda late last nite .. had to wait for me brother coz he's leaving town .. suppose to have an important presentation this morning .. so had an appointment with my team at 7:30 am just to go over things very quickly before the actual thing happens .. Well woke up at 6:30 .. brushed me teeth, shaved n took a nice morning shower .. i tot everything was gonna be okay so far .. had a cup of hot tea before i went battle .. had a couple of practice of my speech before i left home too .. my eyes were tired but the spirit kept me fresh .. well at least sober .. hihihihi .. anyway i was feelin' pretty good about the whole thing .. so left for school n met my frends .. one of my team mates actually called n said tat she was going to be late .. so i guess we should rehearse without her first .. just to get a sense of the timing n stuff .. so we went on without her .. the clock kept ticking n it was kinda late a'ite n she hasn't showed up .. hmmm .. something's wrong .. we tot she would never make it in time ... but guess wat .. she made it .. hihihi ... though she looked like she didn't have enough rest last nite .. pale n tired .. but then very nervous .. like the rest of us .. she seemed unrested ... like she wasn't really prepared about the whole presentation thing ... but i just hoped she pulled this one through coz we had no more time to practice anymore ... ~

~ So we went straight to the presentation room .. the other groups were there .. i felt like there was this rage inside the room ... everybody was excited about their own projects .. anyway we still need to set up our laptop n stuff for our presentation .. n there wasn't enough time left before everything begins .. without much thought i quickly grab the professor n told him the situation .. and he said "Go ahead n set it up ... " .. phewww .. at least this is relieving ... and so we set up the whole equipment thing .. but we didn't test it .. we tot everything was going to be working as they should .. so we sat there listening to the guy .. feeling very comfortable n confident coz we tot we had done a great job ... well almost .. ~

~ Guess wat happens .. we were lucky number 3 to go up .. after team 2 wrapped up their stuff .. now it's our turn to impress .. hehehehe .. yeah rite .. we grabbed the laptop .. get it ready .. plugged the cable to the computer .. n then IT DIDN'T WORK!@*&^% ... For God's sake .. C'MON U STUPID ASS**** .. THIS AIN'T FUNNY AT ALL .. all eyes were on us .. some are smiling .. probably more like laughing at us .. we all look stupid .. i mean we were supposed to begin 3 minutes ago n ur slides are not even ready ... yaikzzzz .. panic .. i start to panic .. but it didn't work in the end .. luckily *i dunno whether lucky is the right word in this situation* we had a backup cd for the slides .. so we decided to put it on .. it's not like we had any options .. hixs .. The laptop was our life .. it has all the demos we prepared n stuff .. coz of this, we couldn't show it to the class .. well at least we had the slides .. better than nothing folks .. huhhh ... we screwed up .. no demos n not prepared .. just a recipe for disaster a'ite .. Felt rather empty then .. lost my soul ... ~

~ Just when things couldn't go anymore worse .. the next team came up ... brought their laptop n plugged it in ... SURPRISE !!!! THE GOD DAMNED THING WORKS A'ITE .. Mannn .. just when we need it .. it's like ... F*** !!! ... everybody was looking back at us again .. probably throwing sum lame joke 'bout us .. hixs .. i don't blame them .. i mean we looked completely stupid ... huh .. wat a terrible morning ... probably the worst ... anyway the day is gone .. at least this one is a practice presentation .. the real deal is comin' up next week .. hihihihihhi .. but i really wish we could have done alot better today .. ~

~ Went stockin' up for the week today .. A&P as usual .. plus Wing Li Farm .. Bought a bunch of food ... fish, green veggies, beef, chicken, pork, juicy fruits .. hohoohoohho .. a healthy life needs a good diet .. hihihihihihi .. Gonna cook dinner rite after this .. hungry already .. alrite then peeps .. got to go now .. fill me stomach ... n get sum good rest tonite .. tomorrow is work .. yaikzzzz .. peace out yooo .. btw this is the lyrics to Daughters by John Mayer .. one sweet melody .. check it out ~ cheers

Daughters - John Mayer

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too