losing gravity ...

~ Yellow peeps .. good to be back around here .. as always .. hihihii .. went back to ma crib in windsor last easter weekend ... i must say things have changed alot since everybody left .. at least, it's not the same anymore .. as i walked along the empty street of randolph, i felt a certain flashback streaming through my memory ... hehhehehe .. nevertheless this city never sleeps yo .. hahahahhaha .. there's always a bunch of easy-going hommies to make everything so much more enticing and wonderful ... despite the unfortunate timing .. ^^ .. met everybody who i planned seeing .. my bro n peeps under da same roof, Nato, Quenton, Winnie, Nancy n her beloved puppies, Harli, n Rendy .. wakakakaka ... i really enjoyed their company like always .. Had a refreshing, yet tiring game of football on the first day .. it really drained my entire energy for the rest of the weekend .. apparently i am still *recovering* from aches and bruises .. hahahhaha .. but it was all worth it .. my side (Rendy aka Mr. Samba, Sate aka The Living Dead, and me aka The Polar Bear) won 5-4 at the end of the day ... hahahahhahaa .. yeah yeah yeah .. ^^ .. Had plenty rounds of good laughter sessions at the Waku Waku as well .. hihihihi .. and not to forget to pay my respect to Sun Hong BBQ house during my visit too ... yihaaaaa ... now everything is complete .. LOL ... all n all it was definitely a break from everything about Toronto ... stressful work, boring life, and lonely days ... wakakakkakaka .. Btw i hope i didn't screw anyone's study plan for the finals during the weekend .. if i did, it's ok larr.. u can always take the course again rite? rite? rite? wakakkakakakakkakaa ~

~ Moving on to more serious matters now .. how can you hate someone you love and respect so much that having this thought even makes you feel sad n guilty? i still can't figure out how to react to this whole situation .. i feel so helpless on one end and yet i feel extremely angry on the other .. honestly i can't never think this through .... it's a choice she made long ago and now she just have to live with it ... it's sad really ........ i can only pray that he realizes his own mistakes before it's too late .. you can have it all in front of you and yet you are wandering around blindly into the wrong direction, hurting everybody else in your way .. especially she who cares for you .. sighs .. i hope i dont make the same mistake of my own ... and i hope you too .. Have a good one peeps .. me out now ~ cheers

P.S. Congratz to Jessica who finds herself a new job for the summer ... Have fun!

gazing upon the northern sky

~ Murky sky shrouded over Toronto today ... the rain kept pouring with enough sunshine just to keep my moods lifted .. sighs .. March is over .. just like that .. Grateful for everything that carries me through up til now ... perhaps i'll be all the way across the globe rite now if things were to work out differently back then .. enjoying the simmering hot sun over my head in singapore .. hehehehe .. and the super good company, not to forget .. wakakakkaka .. The truth is i feel less afraid now .. some of that fear has subsided over time .. planting new strength and hopes in my heart .. but who knows what's the future made of ... just gotta keep my head up for the best .. and this one goes out to my friends: Kebo, Kambing, Pooch, Sue, and last but not least Cookieapplegal ... problems, problems, and problems .. hehehehe .. i know y'all having a hard time in the lion city .. but it's just part of a transition ... everyone of us will experience the same i-almost-lost-my-sanity chronicle sooner or later .. so dont worry about the harsh times because it will make u strong .. trust me .. and rest assured that i am always proud of u guys wherever life takes u ... hihihi .. remember why we fall? so that we can learn to pick ourselves up ... yeah yeah yeah .. ^^ .. keep up the good work guys .. and i hope this song will carry you through .. enjoy peeps .. me out now ~ cheers