losing gravity ...

~ Yellow peeps .. good to be back around here .. as always .. hihihii .. went back to ma crib in windsor last easter weekend ... i must say things have changed alot since everybody left .. at least, it's not the same anymore .. as i walked along the empty street of randolph, i felt a certain flashback streaming through my memory ... hehhehehe .. nevertheless this city never sleeps yo .. hahahahhaha .. there's always a bunch of easy-going hommies to make everything so much more enticing and wonderful ... despite the unfortunate timing .. ^^ .. met everybody who i planned seeing .. my bro n peeps under da same roof, Nato, Quenton, Winnie, Nancy n her beloved puppies, Harli, n Rendy .. wakakakaka ... i really enjoyed their company like always .. Had a refreshing, yet tiring game of football on the first day .. it really drained my entire energy for the rest of the weekend .. apparently i am still *recovering* from aches and bruises .. hahahhaha .. but it was all worth it .. my side (Rendy aka Mr. Samba, Sate aka The Living Dead, and me aka The Polar Bear) won 5-4 at the end of the day ... hahahahhahaa .. yeah yeah yeah .. ^^ .. Had plenty rounds of good laughter sessions at the Waku Waku as well .. hihihihi .. and not to forget to pay my respect to Sun Hong BBQ house during my visit too ... yihaaaaa ... now everything is complete .. LOL ... all n all it was definitely a break from everything about Toronto ... stressful work, boring life, and lonely days ... wakakakkakaka .. Btw i hope i didn't screw anyone's study plan for the finals during the weekend .. if i did, it's ok larr.. u can always take the course again rite? rite? rite? wakakkakakakakkakaa ~

~ Moving on to more serious matters now .. how can you hate someone you love and respect so much that having this thought even makes you feel sad n guilty? i still can't figure out how to react to this whole situation .. i feel so helpless on one end and yet i feel extremely angry on the other .. honestly i can't never think this through .... it's a choice she made long ago and now she just have to live with it ... it's sad really ........ i can only pray that he realizes his own mistakes before it's too late .. you can have it all in front of you and yet you are wandering around blindly into the wrong direction, hurting everybody else in your way .. especially she who cares for you .. sighs .. i hope i dont make the same mistake of my own ... and i hope you too .. Have a good one peeps .. me out now ~ cheers

P.S. Congratz to Jessica who finds herself a new job for the summer ... Have fun!