dancing under the april's shower

~ It's amazing how money grants us our mere existence and, more importantly, our own security in one too many ways .. each night we close our eyes, we try to take comfort knowing that tomorrow is going to be there and we pray that whatever problems to come, let them come and we hope that we have what it takes to overcome them ... we bend our backs 40 hours a week each week just to justify ends meet .. saving every penny we can for we not know what the future holds tomorrow .. once a while, we spend to reward ourselves for the efforts we invested so hard just to reassure our wandering hearts that we are doing the right thing we should be doing .. and we feel happy ... or are we really happy? ... the truth is that we are never happy ... coz we have never appreciate what we have and we crave for more .. as much as we try not to, we are what we are .. humans .. and like humans we shall live .. live to materialize that financial security we sought long before we are even here .. just because it runs in our blood .. our breed ... but at least we work for what we crave for, you may disagree .. yeah we do .. but are we all that fortunate? fortunate enough to feel rewarded for the things we do ... nope, we are not .. and we break down .. our world begins to shatter .. for justice is not served ... and we wonder why ... we suffer, we struggle, we endure .. hoping that tomorrow will be better .. and yet tomorrow never comes .. and we wonder why ... we suffer and we struggle even more .. but can we endure we ask .. can we survive on faith alone? ... i don't know .. we may think we can .. but our experiences make us think twice .. perhaps we should stop asking questions .. which i have already begun ... and to tell you the truth .. i am better off this way .. two boats can sail to the same destination; however, how each boat will get there is an entirely different story .. some people can get things easy in life, yet some people cannot .. everything in life is two-sided .. which brings about balance .. so for someone to be happy, some other one has to be sad .. it's just the way it is as sad as it may sound .. i believe we can live very simple lives .. but we make life itself more complicated at heart and in mind .. and when we want more than what we need, we simply suffer ........... me out now ~ cheers

We’re breaking and rebuilding and we’re growing, always guessing, never knowing

We’re shocking but we’re nothing

We’re just moments, we’re clever but we’re clueless

We’re just human, amusing but confusing

We’re trying, but where is this all leading?

We’ll never know ...

P.S. This song goes out especially to cookieapplegal .. hope u feel better soon ^^ .. and to all my friends struggling with problems of their own .. keep it simple peeps .. yeah yeah yeah .. last but not least .. to me and my own problems ;p .. hev a good one!