packing in progress .. slow down

~ Back at square one .. phew .. me = finally landed me foot on me sweet base camp * = windsor .. n pardon me use of too many 'me' .. LOL* ... hehehehhee .. i say things have been going much much much better here than last week in toronto .. trust me u don't want to know about it .. even me = sick of telling people of all da crazy streaks of bad luck coming me way back then .. hohoho .. but i must admit tat it was quite a hard experience after all .. it's kinda shocking n out of me mind to even try to take in every little bits n pieces of the whole adventure itself .. *those who have better things to do .. plz leave this blog NOW i suggest* .. i mean i think i grow much stronger as being an adult meself .. i start to feel it now .. u know .. tat it's not easy being an adult .. where i have to think like one n behave like one too .. honestly i often try to think meself as an adult already .. but HEY!!! .. me = wrong big time .. i found out tat there's still soooo much to be dwelled in the world of adultery *if this word even exists .. neway u got me point .. hope so* .. so yeah .. me = kinda glad tat things turn out pretty alrite in the end .. i know this may sound really silly or even stupid to some readers *but who cares* .. i think i am still not ready yet for this .. all of it .. sigh .. wat scares me da most is tat i feel like everyone expects so much out of me when i feel like i can't handle the pressure ... i feel like taking things slow n easy .. but i can't ... i know i have to pick up meself n work on this .. or else me job won't last long .. n tat's the last thing tat i need this time around .. hixs .. i also felt the meaning of friendship while i was in da trip .. all me frends have been a great escape from all the stress i've been having .. so thanx to all of u guys .. especially to si apple gal .. now i know how u felt while u were back in JKT ... all alone by urself .. n i promise it's certainly not a pleasant ride .. sorry if i wasn't being sympathetic of ur feeling back then .. i've learned me lesson .. n i understand now .. ~

~ Me = just packing these two days ... getting ready to fly back to toronto by thursday .. hixs .. hixs .. hixs .. it's sad .. but i must move on .. let it be a fresh start for me .. hope i can settle down fast n get used to the new place a'ite .. Problem now = so many stuff to bring .. yaikzzz .. have to pick 'em a'ite .. some things must stay behind i guess .. but it's alrite .. i can still come back n take 'em later on .. hehehehheehe .. try me best to limit me luggage .. heuhehheuhueue .. Huhh .. me = really tired today .. tomorrow is busy day .. have a long list of things to do n buy .. sigh .. must get 'em done before it's too late .. time's running out people .. so alrite then .. me = going to get some rest while u guys listen to this real sweet melody by Coldplay .. it's their latest .. Fix You ... best song on da CD yooo .. i think .. hehehehehhee ... nite2 people .. n yeah .. to all me frends writing their finals tomorrow .. GUDLAK guyss .. give it ur best .. i know u can do it .. yihaaa .. hehehehee .. peace out .. me out now ~ cheers