between infinity and me ...

~ Phewwww .. tats how i begin this post ... body's aching like shit, mind's screwed with all kinds of empty unchained thoughts ... and the fact that tomorrow mr.monday will come back knocking on my door just disturbs me like nothing else can ... sighs .. this week was a total torment physically *mental agony has always been a daily diet for me* ... coming back from my recent trip to the Bruce Peninsula late sunday nite, i was literally exhausted yet satisfied ... hihihi .. we did soooo much walking and hiking across the dense woods tat i felt like my legs were falling off .. as soon as i hit the bed, i know i was home .. wakakkakaka .. there's no better feeling than that i can say, especially that nite .. to me, one of the downside of travelling is not having to bring ur own bed around .. honestly i dont feel comfortable sleeping on a *recycled* bed ... hahahaha .. but it's all good peeps .. ^^ ... anyways my buddy aka my d-camera *LOL* and i had a splendid time during the entire trip from start to end .. together we managed to shoot about 360 pictures .... yeah yeah yeah .. i mean i cant waste the opportunity to sharpen my kindergarten photography skills, can i? .. wakakkakaka .. the problem now is archiving these pictures ... sighs .. it's a pain in the arse .. totalllyyyyy .... i just cant commit my mind to doing it .. plus i dont have a laptop to touch up these pixies at my own free time ... ARGHHHH!!!!! .. seriously people should start thinking about having a picture resizing feature in digital cameras .. my pictures are like 1500-something pixels by 1100-something pixels in dimension .. crap .. i cant even preview them properly on screen .. sighs .. anyways i've got to spare some time these days just to resize these photos coz some people are waiting impatiently for 'em .. ^^ ... bare wif me guys! ... they'll be right out soon ... LOL ... i just hope they wont be disappointed wif the results .. i bet they will .. so please dont get your hopes up k peeps .. hihihihi ... i am an amateur a'ite ... lots to pick up and a lot more mistakes to make .. wakakkakakakaka .. btw i dont think i am going to talk about my trip in depth .. i guess i'll let my friends *da pictures* paint the thousand-word stories ... hihihihi ... save me the hassle .. overall it was a blast *how many times have i mentioned it? count yourself* .. to me personally, it was more of a spiritual journey more than anything else .. i get to sit down alone by myself at times and just let go of everything ... i am learning to be silent btw .. hihihihi .. at the same time, i also get a chance to observe the things that i have done and how my life has changed as an aftermath of this string of events ... i call it a self-introspection therapy .. wakkakakakaa .. obviously wat has happened cannot be undone ... the only question that remains is how to fix the future ... but then again, do we know the future? nope we dont .. so i have come to a conclusion that we shouldnt be afraid of the future ... i like to let things fall in places on its own ... it's just natural like those scenic places i set foot on ... i think about so many things while on the trip .. from friendship, family, love, relationship to personal stuff .. what mistakes did i do and what have i done to make things right ... one of the best spiritual experience has got to be the one at the Singing Sand ... i can remember i was floating on the surface of the water alone with no one around me ... i didnt know how far i was from the beach and i didnt care ... the sun was warm, the wind was gentle, the horizon was as far as your eyes can see like always .. the lake was glistening where the sunlight hits the cool water like diamonds scattered in front of you .. it was simply majestic ... and there i was in the middle of it all ... enjoying my own company .. i closed my eyes and offered a prayer at heart to nature, the almighty .. i feel so blessed for everything that i have tho i dont have much ... i simply feel full .. and it feels awesome .. ^^ ... coz when u feel full, u feel light ... it's like everything just goes free ... hehehehe .. *i am smiling again even when i am writing this* ... i've been cured ... after a moment, i went swimming back to shore .. still full .... wakakakkakaa .. anyways i just wanted to share this with you guys ... was supposed to post some pix along but .. i think i've got to run now .. gonna check out this Greek food festival .. hopefully it'll be fun .. ^^ .. hihihi .. so the pix have to wait again .. sighs .. sorry guys ... ok then .. hev a good sunday hommies ... me out now ~ cheers